Madam, thanks for the insight. I wrote the post to mentally "debrief". An experience like that, which is out of the ordinary for me, has its way of lingering one's conscious for days and that was my way of getting it out! I certainly tried my best to have no expectations, and have tried to keep it that way in my head. Thanks for your support.
To answer your question about me being ok with her chosen profession... well funny you should ask because I asked myself the same thing shortly afterwards. Because this is hypothetical it is certainly easy to say yes... but honestly I don't know. HOWEVER, there are a couple of things about her in particular that made me think that I could:
1st - If thats how I met her then, it wouldn't be fair for me to expect anything different of her. I think I would prefer someone to be themselves rather than someone they aren't... anytime a stress such as that is unnecessarily introduced into a relationship it surely would cause a failure.
2nd - She really seemed quite loyal. She waited for me numerous times upon excusing myself, or returned after excusing herself. She went to the dj and picked out music that she thought I would like as she danced to on stage and like I said, she sat with me for quite a while even though she did not have to... So, in that context I think I'd be able to trust her. But, realistically, I'm probably as crazy as the next guy. At least I'm aware of it! I've gotten over the whole idea though ...but if she were to actually call me I'd be tickled!
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